REN'S THOUGHTS
FOR THE GLORY OF JESUS
FOLLOW REN'S PEN FB PAGE
✍️ 12/25/2025 - The only ones who have stuck close to me during all of this has been Jesus & my husband Mike. Most of my family and friends have deserted me. My life has been a lonely road and I understand more how Jesus felt at the cross. And how he prayed to the "Father, forgive them for they know not what they do."
At the time of writing this I try to talk with some family but in order to win them to Jesus Christ. It is hard to do this when they already think they are saved but do not live their lives for Him.
My children do not speak to me. The oldest has not since 2012 because I spoke up and stopped her and her ex-husband from abusing them. My other daughter gets upset if we tell her no and stops us from seeing her and three children. Our son he just cusses me out and lives in denial what his lifestyle has done to his daughter. So, I don't get to see my ten grandchildren.
I pray for all of them every night for my children, grandchildren and great grandchildren to come.
My pray is not for them to come home to me but to Jesus.
✍️ 01/02/2026 - I got the news today that my tumor has not grown but yet they found another small on the right side of my brain and also a spot on the left. I have to have another MRI in April. I also got an appointment with my neurosurgeon the end of this month.
With my siblings dying of various types of stage 4 cancer, it makes me wonder what is going on with me.
What concerns me the most is the ones you leave behind. I think and pray for them all the time and even in my dreams.
My husband does not like to discuss if any thing happens to me. I know it is because he loves me. I still try to help prepare him for it. Jesus is my Hero & my husband is my Hosea - Thank you for loving me as Christ loved the church and gave himself for it. If Thou Knowest I Love Jesus Than Thou Knowest I Love Thee! - ♥️ Ren
I think about my children and just want them to know I did my best as their mother. I have always loved you from the day I held you in my arms. You were my first love until I meet Jesus. And I hope you saw Jesus working in my life. - ♥️ Mom
What hurts the most is my grandchildren. I love them and miss them. I hope and pray they know how much I love them. And how I always fought for them, all of them. If you want to know what love is look to Jesus and there is where you will find true love. - ♥️ Gammy 🧸
I pray we will see each other one day again and I know we will if you follow Jesus.
My grandma Viola always prayed for me and I also prayed daily for all of you. ♥️
But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:8 KJV